out of box

Stepping out of comfort zone is exhilarating.

we does experience life in full terms on and off with or with out conscious effort, life is full of all these efforts.

sometimes you come to dead end or become so busy reaching to something and not noticing anything around you, or don't know how to experience certain moments and conclude it's not your thing and numb your spirit.

mostly your beliefs, your upbringing, fears, your childhood experiences, lack of consciousness, lack of clarity makes us settle with in our boundaries. 

As a child when people ask me what i wanted to be when i grow up, i have so many things to pursue but that's not what they want to hear, for me deep inside what ever i see i want to experience and feel the adventure, let that be rickshaw pulling or may that be fishing or rowing a boat, tending a garden, joining in non profit organization and the list is endless and that's why my soul is so restless when i settle for something and doing it over and over again while there is a globe full of things to experience and no one said not to experience it but I haven't decide it yet, that's all.

from pixar animation

i do have fears and time to time feel shy when i am in public to fulfill these dreams, and there are times when i concur those fears or demons and jump in to the experience anyway and came out rejuvenated and alive, that's awesome feeling.

don't know where but somebodies 

i am going to keep those events from now on and see how many times i am stepping out of the box year after year and  what fears i might concur while doing it.

{text is mine}