changing life course is not that easy.
life is full of unknowns, some changes happen with out your concern or consciousness and some you deliberately try and on the process you found a lot about you and assumptions about you.
you dream, plan what you wanted and prepare (mentally, physically, socially) for it, learn new skills and attitude for the goal, your brain and life style started to change for newly added information for reaching that goal.
some days with in just half hour you discovered how belittle yourself or how utterly confident you are.
you wanted to reach the goal fast, don't wanted to be failed, you reach out for help but none of these helped and come to rock bottom thinking what piece of puzzle that stopping to make the picture, that you couldn't figured it out even though you pick yourself up and search for new ways and adopt the new ways to reach the goal and you finally come to the edge and you are afraid to jump.
what am i supposed to do NOW?
Leaving comfort zone and leaping in to unknown scares the hell out of me, the uncertainty is scary!!
I want my comfort zone so cozy and permanent, yet fulfilling this dream itches in the core, if i am transparant i may show my flaws and have to face the judgement or i may fail while i am trying or i may find new awesome things about me that i never even think of.
what the heck
I will just jump we will see what happens!!!!!
i am not going to lose anything! or am I ?
life is full of unknowns, some changes happen with out your concern or consciousness and some you deliberately try and on the process you found a lot about you and assumptions about you.
you dream, plan what you wanted and prepare (mentally, physically, socially) for it, learn new skills and attitude for the goal, your brain and life style started to change for newly added information for reaching that goal.
some days with in just half hour you discovered how belittle yourself or how utterly confident you are.
you wanted to reach the goal fast, don't wanted to be failed, you reach out for help but none of these helped and come to rock bottom thinking what piece of puzzle that stopping to make the picture, that you couldn't figured it out even though you pick yourself up and search for new ways and adopt the new ways to reach the goal and you finally come to the edge and you are afraid to jump.
what am i supposed to do NOW?
Leaving comfort zone and leaping in to unknown scares the hell out of me, the uncertainty is scary!!
I want my comfort zone so cozy and permanent, yet fulfilling this dream itches in the core, if i am transparant i may show my flaws and have to face the judgement or i may fail while i am trying or i may find new awesome things about me that i never even think of.
what the heck
I will just jump we will see what happens!!!!!
i am not going to lose anything! or am I ?
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