surprising 2013

2013 filled with curious questions and got surprising answers, my intellect and mind blown away! 

Questions make us evolve, surprisingly these questions are important and must for every individual human being, there is no such thing as group knowledge, you get answers when you are ready.

who am I?
 when big-bang happened I separated from that collision and started the journey and we call it as super soul (light with super natural powers), I separated from super soul and take the human form as a soul to experience what I am experiencing as a human animal right now, but before this human life I took I experienced all sorts of forms, I am a flower once, rock, sand in the beach, water, air molecule, dog, earthworm, you name it and I am that once, I take form in other realms, and in other planets, from big bang to now I am as a soul travelling, taking the bodies and leaving with experience(becoming the light again with super natural powers), I do this until I finish all the experiences necessary before I join the creator again. 
i am 36 years old as a human but as a soul i am ancient. this ancient soul is part of super soul and that super soul is part of creator. 
(this is what i understood so far, may change later but for now this is the answer for me which i am totally convinced)

what happens when you die? where we stay until we reincarnate?

so far right now earthly humans created so much drama, fear around death but death is going home taking experiences along with us and wait until the next incarnation.

there is a life between the incarnations, you exist as a light being living in between realms. there are several stages before you reach the creator and you go to the stage according to your experience as a soul journey. 

having human body is a privilege and it's a gift and tough to get the opportunity. we choose to abandon our spiritual powers to experience this life, but you have complete control over our daily experiences that's call free will.

there is so much of literature, near death experiences documented on this subject, it numb your brain for a while because you have to re-organize your belief system about your existing idea of life on the planet earth. 

understanding the purpose of human life. why we are here, why we are different than other species and what we have to do with this special form of ours. what are the experiences we planned to achieve here, did we plan everything before we come here? more and never ending questions answered while reading the NDE stories and their experiences.

 Vedas and Upanishads talk about it but i didn't found the proper translation as it is yet, lot of disclosures from so called gurus with full of nonsense explanations of their own, why don't they just go to the damn point or may be I have to learn more and prepare my brain to go in to the depth of vedic knowledge :) 

Nosso Lar written in Portuguese by a Brazilian medium about the spirit world, must and fascinating read. 

The Tibetan book of dead is a complex read but very important one in spiritual journey. 

previous incarnations of our soul affect our life now?

yes! absolutely, that's called past life regressions. we have anxiety, fears, phobias and dreams those are all past life files coming forward and effecting now.  

you can heal from phobias, fears, anxieties from treatments like hypnosis. 

Do I have to go to retreat or live in the hole to liberate?

It doesn't matter, you can be where ever you are, enjoying what ever you have be a beggar or king or retreated monk  or atheist you are going to train your mind for liberation 

 following the Dharma principals daily minute by minute.

just like taming a wild horse.

souls must start as ignorant and helpless, but ultimately we have to know our self's and heal.

Every obstacle you encounter, your believes as what ever human label's you attached to as women, wife, daughter, sister, mom, friend on and on, people around you, people you meet, people you face, what ever drama is happening, all are testing you and helping you weather you are keep focusing on single minded goal of liberation or giving up on that path!!

very productive and satisfying year!

all I can say is thank you universe!!

after 36 years of life I know as it is, is not what i think it is anymore. 

my mind is confused, naked and raw right now.

scary to explore further. 

can't wait what comes next!!!

live, find your own path, never stop learning :)

{written by me}

spiritual search

Interesting, lovely peace of work!

purpose of life?

Mind

plans? what plans?

true!

super computers of the cosmos!

we as humans are the super computers of the cosmos.

 

we have the cosmic knowledge and data stored in our DNA.

 

Earth is the library for the cosmos, it is alive vibrating and open source to all living beings from the galaxies coming and going to Earth as they please .

 

Not all the living beings from galaxies are wishing our well being so they bought lot of viruses (hatred, negativity, doubt, fear, anger, goes on and on .....) along with them when they visit planet Earth over the years and clogging our ability to function in our true brilliant level.

   

guess what, all the Mantras, meditation, Yagnas (rituals)
are the powerful anti-virus to clear all the clogs and reboot our system to full potential of openness and function to the level we truly designed to function.

 
 

we are electro magnetic light energy. since our belief systems like relationships, education, career and what not the everyday dramas we are into are actually static to receive the communication our soul is trying to do with our brain. we always generate static mixed signals in all levels of our communication because of these clogged viruses of belief system.

 

Dr Bruce Lipton discovered that the membrane in the cell receives the signals from our consciousness and writes the DNA code, so we can actually reprogramme our DNA if we are dissatisfied with our blue prints.

our cell is like a chip and it's not read only we can rewrite.

cells read consciousness.

 

All that we are is the result of

what we have thought - Buddha 623 B.C.E

Understanding ancient knowledge you must need openness. the sound of the sun is considered by most ancient religions as a sacred sound of the universe, you cannot hear by human ears. the sound of the sun is much lower in frequency and also much higher in frequency that we can hear.
the sound of the sun recorded by NASA in deep space and compressed the sound waves so we can hear, it is precisely the Vedic symbol of the sound "OM"
could the sound of the sun is universal language system,
how did ancients of Bharat (India) can hear the sound of Sun and we are not able to, we can imagine how dull our consciousness became over the years.

tapping the ancient knowledge to reboot and living
consciously is the only way to rebalance our humanity on earth!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

excerpts: Mind Science Kept Hidden Documentary 

 



basics

Our minds which are at present thickly encrusted with 

unhealthy poisonous filth, through untold years of 

neglect and desertion, must of necessity, in the first instance,

 be cleansed thoroughly to make them fit abodes of Divinity.

Spirituality is the technique of accomplishing this

 consummation. Actual achievement must be preceded by 

firm determination. It is however, the first movement in the 

right direction which calls for maximum motive power. 

The process once started would gather 

momentum. Thereafter, constant vigilance shall ensure 

smooth transformation. Use the broom of scriptures, the

 whitewash of satsang and furnishing of upasana, and 

provide the reception of contemplation, and in meditation 

the Lord shall fill thee.

~ Swami Chinmayananda

swami vivekanandha

swami chinmayananda



summer fun 2013

this year there are no hot summer days at all. lots of rains and chilly evenings. my veggie garden is evidence for it, trice i sowed the seeds and almost all the seeds washed away and the survived ones didn't grow their fullest. 

In summer holidays we did our best with the kids to keep them busy and occupied. how can we live without you guys to how did i end up in this house to few tears, so much laughter, hugs, arguments involved doing these activities with kids.

Slip n slide
Swimming
zoo
firefly's mini golf
swings n things 
sleep overs
play dates
Tae kwon do
watching TV
playing video games
birthday parties
visiting temple
library reading programme
watching ball game @ stadium
strawberry picking
dance classes
bike rides
walking
visiting Ice cream shops
July 4th fire works
museum of natural history
brook park water park
Amusement park for kids

Mentor beach and picnic 
meditation

Strongsville homecoming parade 
cedar point
outlet mall
Hocking hills
Canoeing
hot tub and stargazing
Zip line
Hiking and visiting caves

after all these activities at the end of summer break i ask them how do you guys think you spend the summer this year and the answer is with out a question "well, not bad and a little BORING!!!"
thank you kids, we are honored to hear that!

deepak chopra

the hidden life of the cell

Ever wonder what happens after we inhale a sneeze and how the battle begins between a single cell and virus and how it looks inside our body while all that happens???
It takes 120 trillion cells to make a human!!
what an incredible work going on while we don't even pay attention.

amazing !!

acceptance

"I Am Not I"

Juan Ramón Jiménez 

was a Spanish poet and writer who received the Nobel Prize in Literature in 1956.

I am not I. 

I am this one

walking beside me whom I do not see,

whom at times I manage to visit,

and whom at other times I forget;

who remains calm and silent while I talk,

and forgives, gently, when I hate,

who walks where I am not,

who will remain standing when I die.

his quotes: 

“…Perhaps this momentary life of ours is only the light that divides our infinite origin from our infinite end. ”
 

A permanent state of transition is man's most noble condition.

 

my idol

surprise or what!

beautifully illustrated

the whole knowledge is in one illustration!!

How awesome and creative is that!!!

absolutely amazing.

pearls

Recently finished reading a book "letters to a young poet" by Rainer maria Rilke, he is a Czechoslovakian.

keeping some from the book for my reference to read and reread until they sink in to my veins. the book needed to read every year for better understanding since we mature by year, every sentence is like a pearl.

"I know of no other advice than this, Go within and scale the depths of your being from which your every life springs forth."

the young poet who received the letters says:

When a truly great and unique spirit speaks, the lesser ones must be silent.

Miyoko Shida Rigolo

the absolute beauty of that just brought me to tears. poetry in motion. exquisite!!

Phenomenal woman

maya angelou

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I'm telling lies.
I say,
It's in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It's the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can't touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can't see.
I say,
It's in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I'm a woman

Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

Now you understand
Just why my head's not bowed.
I don't shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It's in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
'Cause I'm a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That's me.

poem by: Maya Angelou

Dig within

book project for art class

awesome vintage poster

the caption resonates to life itself.

Believing IS the only way to success!!!

When I am writing this post  I was flooded with doubts, fear, degrading myself, listing to others and taking their view point rather than what I have to do to achieve my dream!

but soon i achieved the dream and realized

Strength doesn't come from what you can do
It come's from overcoming the things that you once thought you couldn't!!

just keep believing in you, try until you achieve what you want to achieve, get rid of what's blocking to achieve and keep trying...

 in the finding Nemo Dory says:
keep swimming

JUST KEEP SWIMMING
JUST KEEP SWIMMING
WHAT DO WE DO?
WE SWIM SWIM
OH OH OH OH OHHH


 

change of course

changing life course is not that easy.
life is full of unknowns, some changes happen with out your concern or consciousness and some you deliberately try and on the process you found a lot about you and assumptions about you.
you dream, plan what you wanted and prepare (mentally, physically, socially) for it, learn new skills and attitude for the goal, your brain and life style started to change for newly added information for reaching that goal.
some days with in just half hour you discovered how belittle yourself or how utterly confident you are.
you wanted to reach the goal fast, don't wanted to be failed, you reach out for help but none of these helped and come to rock bottom thinking what piece of puzzle that stopping to make the picture, that you couldn't figured it out even though you pick yourself up and search for new ways and adopt the new ways to reach the goal and you finally come to the edge and you are afraid to jump.
what am i supposed to do NOW?

Leaving comfort zone and leaping in to unknown scares the hell out of me, the uncertainty is scary!!
 I want my comfort zone so cozy and permanent, yet fulfilling this dream itches in the core, if i am transparant i may show my flaws and have to face the judgement or i may fail while i am trying or i may find new awesome things about me that i never even think of.

what the heck 
I will just jump we will see what happens!!!!! 
i am not going to lose anything! or am I ? 

Netflix new AD

 Netflix, probably read my previous post and got concerned and send a message for me;)
I wish i could say i never had a conversation similar to this.
LOL!! 

food for talk

 Dinner table conversations are not as old fashion as we think, they give structure and routine for kids to thrive in family life and make memories of their own.

My husband is a man of few words, forget about sentences from him, so I always start the conversation, and I am the one who is the victim of their lack of  participation, not answering what i ask or wanted to eat while watching TV or total silence.

I tried a lot of ways to make this family communicate,
my son participated when i ask questions like
how was your day?
what is your favorite thing about today? 
what is your worst thing about today?
what are you thankful of?
but my daughter thinks they are boring and I am asking the same questions everyday over and over! and i should stop!
so i had enough of this torture with silence at dinner table from these family members for months and started looking for other ways and finally found and bought the food for talk cards!!!







Now they want to keep on sitting and talk, we don't know until now the man of the house has so many shades hiding beneath his silence (my husband), i found out my daughter (15 now) knows wide range of topics and a wise young lady and she is interested to TALK WITH US NOW! my son (8 now) is such a joker and dreamer!
we can't wait to pickup the card and start the dinner every night and getting to know each other!!
   i am proud of myself that i didn't give up and the box is sitting in the middle of the table now as a miracle worker.

Great idea and a lovely find.

{written by me, photo from amazon.com}